Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Puzzle pictures (Alex- black/white)

I'm having a hard time concentrating.

I've been reading a lot lately and everything just clicked together to make sense to me this morning.

I feel like I'm in over my head. Thoughts are swirling.... co-addiction, addictions, self-mutilation, eating disorders, abuse, emotional manipulation, mental illness, ptsd, rebellion, submission, grief, anger, boundaries, abandonment.... I finally have words for the things I have felt and feel. What feels like the final piece fell into place this morning so that I can make sense of what the picture is on the puzzle.

I need help. I need a therapist. I need money to go see a therapist. *sigh*

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