A dandelion against the shed,
Yellow laboring soundless…
Blithely comforts,
Simply peaceful.
Quietly falls white-blond.
If there are such thing as angels
That save from above,
You are the devil
That showed me heaven
Through the gates of hell.
Saved from every fear
I’ve seen the devil’s cruel face.
Live through it and learn
But never forget
Never regret.
Love
Hate
Forgiveness
Time
I destroyed myself for you,
Rebuilt myself for you,
Found everything because of you,
And almost lost everything too.
Dreaming gave me what I wanted
While you played with my heart.
Cuz like a cat and mouse
It’s your way
You care.
So, I stand in the wind,
Problems blow away;
I lie in the sun
and they melt into puddles.
Gentle sounds of water
Wash away the fears
And kiss everything below.
Submit to defeat;
Leave behind the mask
painstakingly built,
Because the whirlwind,
A vortex of chaos,
Changes
Everything.
Love, don’t hate…
Forgive and don’t forget,
Never regret
remember that feelin u had,
the one when this evil deed was done
unto u?
think back upon the
vow
u made
to nvr let that happen to anyone u knew.
remember me in your next thought
and how this irony has unfold.
triple it by three...
one for the impact he left on my life,
the memories he boiled out of my locked soul.
And two for the peace you have placed in my heart,
o jesus be gentle with me.
And three, could you ever imagine wut we got
to and where we gone, so dang'rus 'n lust?
now think
how i FEEL!
and on second thought,
is it worth
loosing me
for his love?
Why is this the only reason
I do as you
Say,
Fear binds me
To a path I don’t want.
Will you yell at me
For 3 days straight
6 hours of screaming each
4 days of hate
Or drag me by my hair?
I don't want to go to church.
I'm sorry that I didn't do as you said, but
My arm burns
Where he scraped it against the table edge.
I don’t want to find
My self in a corner with a hand,
A foot plate in my back
Or a bed post by my head.
No escape,
Anger irrationally hates.
So today I stay
In my bed,
My room where
I run, but you always follow.
Safe for the first time
Because he is no longer here
And you can’t get in.
Love to obsession;
love turned to rage and
thenceforth
a drowning pool.
Will fear really
BECOME all?
Where is my mind,
it echoes…
I hear voices, my past, talking…
Insanity and my past comes alive,
Roller coasters of emotion.
The places where roller coasters echo are not
quiet places.
Trapped again.
I remember this feeling,
This one right now… see my eyes, wide!
My future is to start again…
THE SAME, will it come again?
Don’t push me,
I might easily give in.
Hair as black as coal, straight, too straight;
A saint.
She promises responsibility to God.
her children must know the right path, a godly one.
Her child loves me.
Empathetic eyes full of tears, so sad;
A saint.
She is the door through which entered the Lord.
Her child loves me.
Lighthouses guide more than the lonely, lost boats.
Standing serene and strong.
A lot of love flows from mothers…
and children.
God’s children, forever.
Anxious
Again.
It seems every time
I’m
In a wonderful place
It always falls apart.
Afraid of my past
The screaming kills
My heart! My soul!
The insanity!
Hit me
Slaughter me
Yell once more
Put me away
To
Make more pain
Push me over the line
I DARE!!!!
Schools’ torture
Enraged the crying beast of me.
My only comfort from home
Tossed me back into misery.
I hated them
And they so called loved me.
But then
They turn
They turn on me
They turn on me
It seems.
Afraid
Left alone to die
To wander in the dark
Emotion running high
The fire destroys my heart inside
From the ashes
Comes alive, a phoenix inside!!!
Come to me
O healing storm.
Jesus be gentle with me.
Let this new place
Be
Free
Of that fear
Of that old me.
LaYeRs
Does a strawberry hide
A SECRET SELF
A blueberry’s pride
HAS A CRAZY MIND, BUT
Indian corn has an
OUTSIDE SO SWEET
Ocean rhythm
AND HARMONY IN DEPTHS UNCOVERED.
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