I've been doing quite a bit of soul searching lately. I've been looking for my purpose and for a direction. I've been having a difficult time. Dad is moving back east and the fact that I am graduating in December is getting to me a bit. Its a big time of transition. Friday I ended up in a 2 hour meditation and self-hypnosis. While in hypnosis, I had a past life regression of all of my past lives over the past 250 years. It was an indescribable experience. I was able to resolve some difficult things and understand why I am here on earth and what I am doing. I will be making a lot of big choices that will affect me for the rest of my life really soon. I am working out what to to about my education. I want to go to art school. I found a school here is San Diego county that interests me. Today I realized that what I want with my life means I dont NEED a college degree. I want to own my own business. I want to learn for fun. I want to travel. I want to help people.
I feel like I have found myself. And suddenly I feel more content with life than I have ever felt before. I'm going to be ok, no matter what.